For the Mr. Kites

So finals week is finally over and after 2 canceled flights I am finally sitting in front of terminal E1B at Logan airport. Stuff has been kind of crazy lately, especially with the blizzard that descended upon the Northeast this weekend. Boston got 12 inches!!!! And it was relatively mild in our section!! I have to say though, I love waking up the next morning and seeing everything covered in white :)

It's kind of crazy how this semester is over. I know, you UC kids have been home for well over a week and I'm a little late to join you all, but it still hasn't hit me yet!! I wasn't really sure what to expect coming into my sophomore year at BC, and I'm still not entirely sure how I feel about it. This semester was extremely up and down, but I don't think I can just attribute it to sophomore slump. I feel like I am in a very transitional stage of my life. I'm slowly starting to figure out what I want to do with myself (very...very slowly...) and what is really important to me. I'm starting to pull away from this concept of home, but at the same time I don't love BC. Of course, I miss home and I generally enjoy my time at BC, but I feel like at the moment I'm caught in the middle, not sure where I really want to be anymore. I don't know.

I'm just kind of confused about almost every part of my life right (minus academics I guess?), so I think it's time to do a little soul searching this month. I'm blindly groping my way through life, but I feel like the more time that passes the clearer things get. I want to choose my own adventure, I want to define my own path. I don't know where I'm going to end up, but I have to say that I'm extremely excited for what's in store.



Things I want to do this break:
-cook more
-run
-dance
-read
-draw
-make money??
-find more interesting things to do in cupertino

Home is so close I can almost taste the delicious La Vic's in my mouth. What is home? A concept that is slowly disappearing. What am I looking forward to?



Without class days, without a structure to the week all the days start to melt together and it all feels the same. We eat, we procrastinate, we work, and occasionally we sleep. Study days, week days, weekends. Why are weekends called that if they're technically the beginning. Study days, weeks days, weekends, week-beginnings are all the same. "Today is going to be a long day" is a sentence that we utter almost everyday but today becomes tomorrow and we're still studying diligently, eyes blurring over as we try to type our 50th page or read the 100th study guide. Today is tomorrow is last thursday is next Sunday....Sunday seems so far away.




Back to work. God is agapic love, and we follow the faith of Christianity by inspiring the Buddha nature within all of us. Correlation coefficients, running t-tests, running from Poseidon and the Charybdis, running. 私はたくさんべんきゅうしました。Stress is relieved by right brain activity, because when you use your right brain your left one shuts off and that's where stress comes from. Stress, psychology, work. Rambling.



Finals aren't really that bad. Real post to come later.